A Time-Travelling Journey

7th-oct-09

Today is the third day of my new start. I thought i would bumped into some of my old friends, but, it was proven to be dreams. My Tennis tutor stopped his studies and goes for work in Ipoh. All my college buddies are almost scattered, i don't know where to find them. I thought some of them would share a class with me. I saw some of my old friends yesterday, in a class. It gives me great relief when i saw some of the familiar faces among thousands of new ones. I went to school canteen today, for lunch. To my surprise, the canteen crews have been changed. There's a pretty girl sitting on the cashier seat along with her boy-friend holding her hands all the time instead of an energetic woman whom i was familiar with.

Yesterday i went tot my class, and i saw a lot of new students, juniors, they were chatting among themselves in the class. I felt so lonely since i had no one to chat with. I'm that kind of guys who's not so easy to make friends with peoples. So i just sat there, alone in the midst of a crowd.

It makes me understand that I'm not coming back to the past. This place might have a place in my past, but now i'm not in that time-frame anymore. The world travels when i was still weeping about my longing to the past. I came back to a town that i've been here before, but in different time-frame. The buildings may seems old, but everything else is new. It's time to move on, before i'm too late for the last trip of the time traveling train.

A4J (17th June 09 )

在10th-12th June 2009, 我参加了一个震撼国度，震撼人心的营会--A4J (Awakening For Jesus)

这个营会我以前参加过（大概是在我14岁的时候，6年前），当时的营会也是一个震撼人心，令人热血沸腾的营会，和以往、以后（不包括这一次）我所参加过的营会完全不同。原因其实还蛮简单直接的，那就是我会听见神对我说话。虽然不是直接的，不过我还是可以感觉到。那种感觉有点难以形容，不过有时我会很真实地感觉到神的同在。我会对一些人说出我无法理解的话，然而那些话却能够帮助那些人。

我猜，这算是神迹吧？

这一次去，其实我是抱着去旅游的心态去的。去观摩他们的乐团、运作方式而取得。简单来说，就是我的心态不正确。

不过，无所谓，神照样触摸我。他依然祝福我，毅然来到我的身旁陪伴着我。当然，他也来责备我，为我以前所犯的罪责骂我，为我的不听话而责备我。为此，我献上感谢，神借此为我更新了我的心，我的生命，神啊，我感谢你，愿一切荣耀都归你。

To whom thirsts for God,
I sincerely invite you to join me for the Next A4J conference.
May peace be with you, dear brother(sister).
Shalom.

大家好，我今年十岁！

06-Sep-2006

大家好，我今年十岁！
看看这标题，不可能吧？
大到像熊一样了，还只十岁？
开玩笑吗？少来了！

有时我很羡慕Peter Pan，
他那不老的神话，
不朽的天真，
令我非常的向往！

有时会自己一个人独自地想，
到底长大好不好？
听说长大后就能有老婆，
长大后就能有车子，
长大后就有钱，多好啊！
哈哈，幻想让我忘了现实的残酷。

原来，长大后要养妻儿，
长大后要供房供车，
长大后要做牛做马，要赚钱。。。。。。
试问，哪还有什么乐趣？
哪还有什么梦想？
还是金钱最实际！

唉，残酷的未来，我不敢面对，
只好叹道：“如果我是小孩。。。。。。
那该多好啊！”
所以，
大家好，我今年十岁。