Hatred

I Hate my current life... 

i hate all those studies.. 

i hate those admin staffs kept on tellin me"It's ur last sem u know?", and did nothing to help.. 

i hate dat i failed so many(things) and spend so many time on all of them... the thing i hate ever since i was in secondary! 

"u're a bright kid, but u're lazy to study, dats all..." i hate this quote! 

"come on, we're waiting for u man, why wont u graduate??", i hate this taunt even more! 

it feels like they're just showing off how well they could study! man i hate it! i hate all those! 

but yet, i must do it... it's all about the pride... 

hw much of a pride i can get with a penny? 

i hate all these.. but yet, i could not find a way to express it out... hiding myself up seems a way to me... if i could, i would jus feels like wanna hide myself up for some time....

at least till i found out how to deal with all those...